Spinning: John Mayer - 83
Maths test tomorrow. I need to break away from tearing my hair out. I don't understand A level Binomial Theorem. Struggling with the more challenging Arithmetic Progression questions. I'm simply not cut out for Math and Science. Others need only study a little to pass. I study like crazy just to get that pass mark. What justice is there?!?! Maybe my choice of being in Arts fac was right. At least I cut down on hair loss.
From what I've gathered, TJ has been holding way more tests than VJ has. The trade-off is that VJ has more topics tested at one go. I've had 5 tests so far... in 2 months. But if you ask me, I still think the number is less than in secondary school. Again there is a trade-off, lah. Secondary school topics are easier.
I think God wants to tell me something. I remember when I first entered JC, I felt so damn weird. It was like everyone suddenly was in a relationship within 2 or 3 days of JC. I was like, "HUH?! How the hell do you start a relationship with someone you hardly know?" Honestly, I can't comprehend lah. In that case does it mean you're in love with the way the person looks? I was quite pissed with the shallowness, the superficiality of it all. I don't understand it. I really don't. The thing is, that question always remained in my mind - Do looks really, really matter in a relationship? I'm talking about next time in life when we're all working adults... when your better half's looks wilt away as he/she grows older, will you still love her as much as you did when you first started dating her? There are cases where love grows. But ask around. ITS FREAKING RARE.
I said God wanted to tell me something, because more than once, the message: "How beautiful you are depends on how you really are in terms of character and attitude" just presented itself to me. 1- through a TV show. 2- through someone else's blog, and 3- the most obvious message, was through last week's sermon. Guess I have an answer now. I take it as a lesson learnt.
I feel damn weird talking about this. But I felt compelled to write about this. Dunno why again.
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hmmm, we gossiped too much today le lahs! lol. but anyways, i guess tht e first impression does count, so if u don like e person's look in e first place u wont be interested to approach e person know e person further. unless of course its under unexpected circumstances lahs. wahahs as we discussed, guys dont say 'no'. LOL. egos! -__-"
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