brains=fried. I speak probably sense no now. Sure I am you understand don't.

(Sloshes brain juice a bit) Crap. I did a seriously draining Lit assignment and I am so damn tired now, man. I never put so much effort into assignments in secondary school before. Don't ask me why I'm doing this now. Else I'll change my mind and revert to my slacker mode.

A bit vexed about whether to run for pdp exco or not... -_- shall discuss with a few people, do a heart-to-heart session with my... heart, and ask some people relevant questions, appear to be damn kiasee, (but I am only being cautious, okay.) then make my decision. All within a day. I.e. TOMORROW.

The reason I'm doing so much just to find out more about the posts is that I don't want to majorly screw up this decision of mine (whether to be in exco or not). No, I'm not 100% sure I'll be in, but the question 'what if' always pops up. If I drop out, it's okay. If I'm in, then what, I obviously have to continue with the post, answer to the people who voted - it's not something you can hastily decide upon. Not like, 'oh, I shuang, I join'. No way. You do this, and if you ever find yourself drowning in the workload next time, you're going to kick yourself to death for the rash decision you made not too long back.

I don't like to regret stuff. That's why I'm thinking very carefully about this. It all boils down to whether I know enough about a post to wholeheartedly commit or not. Once I know enough, and I'm certain I'll manage well enough (for the good of both the pdp and myself), then I'll run for exco with my heart more at ease. Implications of someone joining without adequate info - everybody in the pdp is going to end up miserable. I really mean everyone. I'm not exaggerating - got first hand experience. I played the miserable role along with everyone else, that is. -_-

So yeah. Man. This post sounds sombre huh... I don't like the mood. Oh well. Update next time peeps.
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