I once said I didn't believe in making resolutions because resolutions should be an on-going thing and I didn't want to make them for the sake of making them.
OK well, I was being lazy. So I thought, time to be concrete about what I want to change about myself and my surroundings. I know, little Ms Late and all but really now, better late than nevarrrr.
1. Keep my temper in check.
Oh, oh, oh. I can't even begin to describe how bad my temper is nowadays. I used to be pretty mild, but lately many things get on my nerves. I'm not even going to try justifying it - there is no excuse. So yes, I have to keep my temper in check, I have to learn how to breathe and count to 10 and start rationalizing everything before I explode in anger. If you haven't seen me lose my temper, just get into the same car as me when I'm the driver - on Singaporean roads. The fastest litmus test for tolerance.
2. Be happy
Shit may happen, but its been a recurring lesson for me - other people stay positive and happy even when shit happens, and they dont' degenerate into pessimistic whiny people. And what happens to pessimistic whiny people? They rub off on others, and they spread the bitterness. Uh Uh.
3. Spend more time with my mom
I really have to.
4. Start being more organized
It's not that I'm crazy chaotic. But I'm still pretty careless and messy. The last straw came when I turned up for a lesson that was cancelled (I'd rushed down in a cab), and I was the only person, other than one other person who had an excuse because she wasn't present in the last seminar. Dear Lord. It's time to start making use of my calendars.
5. Grow up
The end! Thank you for indulging me.
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thank YOU for sharing dear. miss you and stay strong! :)
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